Satisfied
Without Prejudice
Yesterday my great grand son waa born. You have no idea how satisfying that is that all is well. Mladenka our "rescued
girl" is a Mother and could not be happier. I saw the look on her face as she gazed at her som half an hour after he was born. it was a good look and I knew I would never have to worry.
Kyle, my Grandson too. He had the look of "I will always be there for my Son" and knowing Kyle, he will.
Mladenka glows, just glows. At 20 born to be a Mother and Kyle was born to be a Dad, he's almost 23. They both turned their lives on their head to get to now and I am so proud of them.
Mladenka's situation now happy, Kyle, baby, beautiful unit. He already takes care of 2 of his brothers, a baby is easy to him.
He took over when Kyan, his brother was born 8 years ago, he was at the birth, he was 14. He cried at his Mum's pain but thought the birth was a "miracle". From the time Kyan came home, he was 5 weeks prem and had to have an operation at 2 days weighing 4 and a half pounds. As soon as Kyan was home Kyle stole him from his crib and slept with him, always.
Kyle had a girlfriend then and she was an Orphan, he took her in when she was 13. After they busted up, he was bereft, she "needed" him, he thought. She came into his work a few weeks ago and said she hoped his baby died.Glad she out of our life. She was lazy, bossy, loud mouthed and ignorant. Mladenka could never be like that.
Now he's born early I can escape for a while. I was hanging out for him to be born and that was going to be May. Now I can go. I want to, go to Qld or Darwin where the weather is warm and the sun shines, blue skies and I can write and write to my hearts content. Never bored. My oldest Brother lives at Darwin River and the rest of my four siblings live near Gold Coast, Redcliffe and Beachmere.
I could go stay with Helen and camp on her beachfront. I did it for a few days last year and the experience was wonderful. Helen is down to earth and irreverent like me. She couldn't be anything else being a Nurse Manager.
I can go stay with Jackie at her whopping big house at Ormeau Hills that comes with its own private Python. The home is stunning, lovely, all modern with different wings to it. I could have a whole wing and they would never see me as I don't eat a lot.
I could stay at Dave's with his 3 stories of luxury at Margate, I could stay with George, he has his own house and bought the block next door so no one could move into next to him. He's building a unit on it, much better, less maintenance, not so much to clean or look after.
I want to get away for the Winter, all the Winter. I want to grab Jackie and we get together and go shopping. Movies with Helen, where you laugh so much we both wet our pants. Neither of us drink. Yes, it's boring but it's better.
Jac and I can go for High tea at some swanky hotel or a cafe in Tedder Ave, Main Beach where we lived at Mountbatten Avenue
I hate winter in Melbourne and I am shaking with cold as I write this, newly thinner I feel it all, even in my bones, like the flu.
I have to have the sun in Winter or I get depressed and start crying and that's not a good thing. For anyone.
But I am so fortunate to be able to do it. always wanted Winter in Queensland as long as I can remember. The atmosphere different up there lighter, happier, I won't ever be lonely as I have all this mad family who laugh and inspire.
Jackie and I go to old movies, the last one Ryans Daughter for it's magnificent scenery and illicit love affair. Jackie is a Mumsy Mum like me, we adore our Offspring. She howeber is like Hyacinch Bouquet having the Vicar for tea, and I am Rose, short skirt and irreverent. I don't follow convention. I follow rules if they make sense but otherwise I trust my slef and my own instincts
Andre is born early, so I can soon go, he
s 3 weeks early and I only said yesterday I was waiting for him to be born, before going. Maybe Cue will come up too from cold Tassie and then we could really rock it. Cue used to be married to my brother and she loves a party or five.
I realised today I can do what I like, Dorothy tapping her red shoes and ending up "Somewhere". I can take three months and write as I have 14,000 readers now. I have found my passion, writing as it always was, there hidden, frightened to come out.
I realise what an influence 14,000 readers is.
And I am satisfied xoxo
Love Janette
Yesterday my great grand son waa born. You have no idea how satisfying that is that all is well. Mladenka our "rescued
girl" is a Mother and could not be happier. I saw the look on her face as she gazed at her som half an hour after he was born. it was a good look and I knew I would never have to worry.
Kyle, my Grandson too. He had the look of "I will always be there for my Son" and knowing Kyle, he will.
Mladenka glows, just glows. At 20 born to be a Mother and Kyle was born to be a Dad, he's almost 23. They both turned their lives on their head to get to now and I am so proud of them.
Mladenka's situation now happy, Kyle, baby, beautiful unit. He already takes care of 2 of his brothers, a baby is easy to him.
He took over when Kyan, his brother was born 8 years ago, he was at the birth, he was 14. He cried at his Mum's pain but thought the birth was a "miracle". From the time Kyan came home, he was 5 weeks prem and had to have an operation at 2 days weighing 4 and a half pounds. As soon as Kyan was home Kyle stole him from his crib and slept with him, always.
Kyle had a girlfriend then and she was an Orphan, he took her in when she was 13. After they busted up, he was bereft, she "needed" him, he thought. She came into his work a few weeks ago and said she hoped his baby died.Glad she out of our life. She was lazy, bossy, loud mouthed and ignorant. Mladenka could never be like that.
Now he's born early I can escape for a while. I was hanging out for him to be born and that was going to be May. Now I can go. I want to, go to Qld or Darwin where the weather is warm and the sun shines, blue skies and I can write and write to my hearts content. Never bored. My oldest Brother lives at Darwin River and the rest of my four siblings live near Gold Coast, Redcliffe and Beachmere.
I could go stay with Helen and camp on her beachfront. I did it for a few days last year and the experience was wonderful. Helen is down to earth and irreverent like me. She couldn't be anything else being a Nurse Manager.
I can go stay with Jackie at her whopping big house at Ormeau Hills that comes with its own private Python. The home is stunning, lovely, all modern with different wings to it. I could have a whole wing and they would never see me as I don't eat a lot.
I could stay at Dave's with his 3 stories of luxury at Margate, I could stay with George, he has his own house and bought the block next door so no one could move into next to him. He's building a unit on it, much better, less maintenance, not so much to clean or look after.
I want to get away for the Winter, all the Winter. I want to grab Jackie and we get together and go shopping. Movies with Helen, where you laugh so much we both wet our pants. Neither of us drink. Yes, it's boring but it's better.
Jac and I can go for High tea at some swanky hotel or a cafe in Tedder Ave, Main Beach where we lived at Mountbatten Avenue
I hate winter in Melbourne and I am shaking with cold as I write this, newly thinner I feel it all, even in my bones, like the flu.
I have to have the sun in Winter or I get depressed and start crying and that's not a good thing. For anyone.
But I am so fortunate to be able to do it. always wanted Winter in Queensland as long as I can remember. The atmosphere different up there lighter, happier, I won't ever be lonely as I have all this mad family who laugh and inspire.
Jackie and I go to old movies, the last one Ryans Daughter for it's magnificent scenery and illicit love affair. Jackie is a Mumsy Mum like me, we adore our Offspring. She howeber is like Hyacinch Bouquet having the Vicar for tea, and I am Rose, short skirt and irreverent. I don't follow convention. I follow rules if they make sense but otherwise I trust my slef and my own instincts
Andre is born early, so I can soon go, he
s 3 weeks early and I only said yesterday I was waiting for him to be born, before going. Maybe Cue will come up too from cold Tassie and then we could really rock it. Cue used to be married to my brother and she loves a party or five.
I realised today I can do what I like, Dorothy tapping her red shoes and ending up "Somewhere". I can take three months and write as I have 14,000 readers now. I have found my passion, writing as it always was, there hidden, frightened to come out.
I realise what an influence 14,000 readers is.
And I am satisfied xoxo
Love Janette
